Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Feel guilty~

The moment i laid my eyes on my lappy screen, i felt like i wanna cry out loud..

knew dat my father is very concern to his children...

TERHARUU!!! :'(....

tis is his comment in some1's blog~ there goes like.....


"Aduh...aduh...apa ini? Lid x nak dngr ank2 Lid berentam sesama sendiri. All of you are my children and Lid x penah membeza2kan ank2 Lid. Nape nak jeles sesama sendiri? I am proud of my children. Semenjak kecil all of you tak penah banyak kerenah..senang jaga.

Cuba citer kat Lid apa yg Lid x penah penuhi kehendak ank2 Lid? Rasanya Lid yg bnyk ikut kehendak ank2 Lid. Tapi kehendak Lid juga yg ank2 tak ikut n turuti.

About abg Pon tu..Lid x penah kata Lid benci dia bab Lid pun ada blajar bab agama...cuma Lid tak suka sikap dia. Lid bnyk didik dia masa jadi ank buah dia dulu n Lid bnyk melindungi dia masa dia buat keje tak betoi..Klu Lid tak brsikap profesional dah lama Lid pecat dia dari keje. Disebabkan Lid x campuradukan keje dgn personal tu lah Lid masih maintain dia. Klu bapa org lain dah bertumbuk dah bab ganggu ank dara org yg masih mentah n kanyaq lagi. Lid tak suka sikap dia yg hipokrit..Lid tau bngat prangai dia. Klu dia gentleman dia x kn tackle budak pmpuan yg masih bwh umur n utk mndptkan sesorg pmpuan tu dia snggup memperburuk2kan istri dia semata2 utk meraih simpati bdk bwh umr.

To me..i don't know what is LOVE ( CINTA ) Lid x penah ada perasaan tu cuma Lid ada perasaan kasih sayang bab Lid percaya CINTA itu x brpnjngan tapi kasih sayang itu akan kekal sprti contoh Lid n mak. CINTA yg kekal hanya pada ALLAH..cinta sesama manusia hanya separuh jalan n kdg2 jadi hipokrit.
Kerana CINTA org snggup berbuat mcm2 yg bodoh sprti membuang kluarga n sbgainya. Itu lah yg dikatakn CINTA itu BUTA!

Lid dah bnyak pnglaman dlm hidup ni..I know what is best for my children and what is not. I want to see all of you succeed in your life and i will be the proudest dad on earth...stick to your education coz that's all I can give for your future..."

July 27, 2010 3:33 AM


to LID~

I promise, I wont hurt u.. but for the moment, plz undrstand my ctuation...

I am not born to be gnius but i try to do my best.. in other cases, i knew ive hurt u much..

i am stubborn but i TRY to be a gud daughter for u..i am not learning fast... give me tyme

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